This Feeling

This feeling.
It hurts.
I feel it so much,
I think I'll break!
But what is it?

It strangles me,
chokes me,
Until I can't breathe anymore.
I feel weightless, floating,
but then I'm suddenly heavy.

It feels wonderful!
It feels horrible!
This thing that I can't name.
Is this, perhaps, a disease?

Can anyone cure me?
Perhaps it's a madness!
A wild, raging, beautiful
madness!
Is that what it is?

Whatever it is, I have
it quite badly.
I'll never return to
what I once was.
This feeling insdie,
so new, so old.

Could this be...
the thing they call
Love?