Not the Why

As my world crashed around me,

I sought so desperately for answers,

To know the why and what for

But when I finally came across them,

I found they did not heal me,

Only left behind more cold despair.

And so I gave up the searching

And opened myself up to the healing,

Tearing down my self-preserving walls

And facing the ever shining sun,
And the Why ceased to matter.