Showing posts with label hopeless. Show all posts
Showing posts with label hopeless. Show all posts

Sunday, August 25, 2013

Amicitia Funere

The music was somber and slow,
an old, out of tune pipe organ.
The lights were dim, and flickered,
the air heavy against my lungs.
My slow steps are silent, muffled
by the tear stained, worn out carpet.
It was just the two of us there,
standing on either side of the room.
Your eyes remain downcast, angry,
while mine burn stinging red.
We sit down, a suitable distance,
and fear speaking the first word,
for once we begin, it's the end.

"We are gathered here today", at last,
and so you stand, hands cradled
around a well worn box of memories.
I watch you stride to the front
and place the box in the coffin.
You stand back, still looking away,
and then it's my turn, at last.
My box is falling apart, duct taped,
and stuffed to nearly overflowing.
Gently, down beside yours, it lies,
and then we're nearly through.
The lagging music continues to play,
and as my heart begins to break,
we both leave the darkened room.
And that was the funeral of our
friendship.

Friday, July 12, 2013

Be Still

Be still, oh my troubled soul.
Storms may rock our ship
And the waters may rise,
Crashing over, creating darkness,
Yet the Lord holds us close.
Never shall the waters tear
Us from His encompassing hand,
And the thunder shall not hide His voice.
Be at peace, my weary soul,
And let go of all our struggles.
Letting go may be the only way
To hold onto this life, at times.
Our life is not even our own,
Belonging to our Father instead.
Rest in child-like trust,
Remembering every moment of help,
Thanking Him amidst the rain.
Rest in peaceful, unshaken joy.


Friday, November 30, 2012

Cruel Reality

Cruel Reality, watching so closely,
like a motionless tiger lying in wait.
We were so safe in our little dream bubble,
so unaware of the cold world outside.
The sun shone so brightly up on the green field,
and together we danced, laughingly, carefree.
But jealous Reality, clothed in red dress,
gazed at our joy, and then gleefully screamed,
"I'll take your bright sun and replace it with rain;
your green grassy field will become a grey swamp.
Every sweet word that you both have spoken
shall now melt away, leaving nothing behind."
So the walls of our love were quickly torn down,
and Reality swiftly swept us apart.