I used to
think that
The world
was black and white,
Wrong and
right so clear,
Clear vision
of who was friend
And foe,
dressed in deception,
They were,
interchanging, breaking
But then
growing up again.
I used to
think that
My plot was
as any other,
Other than
that of the step
Sisters
unhappy ending, no, my
Ending would
be beautiful, but
No, my end
came in the middle,
Mid-sentence
before the page
Paused to drink
some tea.
I used to
think that
Summer and
winter never met,
Yet maybe
there is still a chance
For change
before all leaves
Fall upon
the lifeless ground,
And yet,
should sweet spring
Be left out
in the cold?
I used to
think that
Hunger was
for meal times,
Between
times, but often times
Time changed
all of that
So that kind
was a lie
That lay
forgotten underneath
Creeping,
still dark waters.
I used to
think that
My thoughts
saved me from
Falling into
the crevice that
Quickly
appeared every time I
Closed my
eyes, but no, my
Mental power
weakly falls with
Words spoken
softly in the dark.
I used to
think that
Ashes were
the end, lifelessly
Lying
underfoot, yet green can
Come from
the grey nothingness,
New life
peeking into power,
After
patiently waiting in warmth.
I used to
think that
A watches’
pieces placed worth,
Yet not the
past, but the
Beautiful
Now, knowing pure hope
Is heaven’s
holy gift, given
Generously
to the fallen leaves.
And so, I
now know, not
Think, that
I am not the
Pieces of my
submerging past.